WE STAND WITH ISRAEL!
apr 15, 2026 - falling apart or falling into place
"so you also, when you see these things happening, know that the kingdom of God is near." luke 21:31
yes, the kingdom of God is near. i am becoming more and more convinced that this is the year Jesus will pick us up and return to the place He has been preparing for us for two thousand years.
the world looks at things as though they were falling apart, but believers know better. they are just falling into place. things prophesied thousands of years ago are not happening just as foretold. but first, let me begin by repeating one of my favorite quotes. spurgeon once said: "if sinners be damned, at least let them leap to hell over our dead bodies. and if they perish, let them perish with our arms wrapped about their knees, imploring them to stay." that's my goal. it should be everyone's mission. "i beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service." rom 12:1
the rest of this message will be devoted to trying to convince you of that. Jesus really is the Son of God and the only way, truth and the life. He is now standing at the door and pleading with you but soon He will be persecuting - because you would not receive His gift of love and life.
while i do believe there will be many tribulation saints won to Christ, i would spare you from that. i believe His appearing differs from His second coming at the end of the tribulation. He's coming for His bride in secret, to take her to perform the wedding feast; to spare her eyes from the devastation which must follow. surely our hearts would compel us otherwise. "he who leads into captivity shall go into captivity; he who kills with the sword must be killed with the sword. Here is the patience and the faith of the saints."rev 13:10
once time passes, it can never be reclaimed. there are moments in history when time itself seems to lean forward, pressing upon the conscience. a new year always carries that weight. not because the calendar possesses magic, but because human life does. each passing year is a narrowing of opportunity - a holy window in which heaven calls for a response.
1. because additional time is not guaranteed. most of us have witnessed it on a cold morning. someone steps outside, exhales, and for just a moment their breath becomes visible — a small cloud suspended in the air. then, almost before it can be noticed, it disappears. that is the image scripture chooses for human life; a vapor.
Even now, with all our modern medicine and technology, the average human lifespan is still only about 78 or 79 years in the united states, and roughly 73 years worldwide. measured against eternity, that is scarcely more than a breath and they go into eternity unprepared to meet God.
2. because the heart does not always remain neutral. scripture repeatedly warns that the human heart does not remain neutral. it is either being softened by obedience or hardened by resistance. there is no middle ground. the writer of hebrews sounds the alarm with solemn urgency: "wherefore as the holy Spirit saith, today if you will hear His voice, harden not your hearts" heb 3:7–8. each time a person says “no” to God, the heart does not merely pause — it calcifies. delay trains the conscience. resistance reshapes the soul. what feels like patience today becomes paralysis tomorrow.
3. because the world is increasingly being shaken. we are living in an hour of unusual and growing instability. the structures people once trusted – political, economic, social, and moral – now feel fragile and unreliable. the sense of unease is everywhere.
nations stand in rising tension. wars spread beyond borders, and old alliances fracture. Economies stagger under inflation, debt, and market volatility. families and communities fracture as shared moral ground collapses, and even the meaning of truth and identity is fiercely contested. technology races ahead of wisdom, creating new powers humanity barely understands. extreme weather affects more people with greater force, reminding us how vulnerable modern life truly is. spiritually, many have abandoned the historic christian faith, yet the hunger for meaning and hope has never been greater.
4. because no human solution can heal the human condition. the deepest problems of mankind are not political, economic, psychological, technological, or educational - they are spiritual. this means our most significant issues are not “out there.” they live within us. the human condition is not merely that people are uninformed, under-resourced, or oppressed. it is that we are fallen and sinful creatures. the bible teaches that every human being carries a malfunctioning spirit that no system, policy, or program can repair: a heart bent away from God, a conscience stained by guilt, and a soul alienated from its Maker.
Christ alone addresses the problem at its root. He does not merely instruct the mind; He regenerates the heart. He does not merely forgive mistakes; He removes the guilt. He does not merely reform behavior; He creates a person anew.
5. because Christ is nearer than you may think. Christ is the Lord of history’s beginning and end. scripture teaches that He will return and establish His kingdom. some will enter that kingdom. others will be shut out. this is not myth or metaphor — it is the sober warning of Christ Himself.
the bible also teaches that as this moment in history approaches, certain conditions will appear together on a global scale. Jesus called them “birth pains” — wars and rumors of wars, deception, lawlessness, spiritual confusion, and moral collapse. matth 24) paul warned that the last days would be perilous, marked by self-centeredness, hostility toward what is good, and love for pleasure more than love for God. 2. tim 3
what makes our era striking is not that these conditions exist – they always have – but that they now exist everywhere at once and with increasing intensity. for the first time in human history, the technological, political, and cultural structures described in biblical prophecy are not merely imaginable; they are visible and operating in real time.
6. because delay is the devil’s most effective strategy. hell is not filled with people who meant to reject Christ, but mostly with people who meant to decide later. but later is a fragile word. later is the most dangerous place a soul can live.
there is a time-honored story i once used in a sermon that has stayed with me. it tells of a meeting satan supposedly called in hell. he gathered his chief advisors and said, “we must develop a strategy for causing as much heartache and destruction as possible among the people of the earth. what shall we do?” one responded, “o great lord of deception, let us tell them that there is no hurry. tell them they have plenty of time.”
7. because 2026 may be the year God appointed for you. God does not deal with humanity only in eras and movements. He deals with people in specific moments. scripture is filled with them — a day when noah entered the ark, an hour when zacchaeus climbed the tree, a night when nicodemus came searching, a moment when the thief on the cross heard the words, “today shalt thou be with me in paradise.” luke 23:43. those were not general invitations. they were divine appointments. personal moeds; divine appointments written in the heavens from the beginning of time.
the bible says, “behold, now is the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation.” 2 cor 6:2 this year, for reasons known only to God, may be the season in which He is pressing His claim upon your heart. not for the nation. not for the world. but for you. postponing that moment is to gamble on the most critical decision of your life. the year 2026 will be filled with ambition, distraction, conflict, noise, and promise. it will pass more quickly than anyone expects, and when it does, only one decision will matter.
history is not drifting. it is moving toward a conclusion God has already written. every human life is moving toward an encounter with its Creator. Christ is near. His invitation is genuine. His mercy is open. His call is nothing to procrastinate about. do not answer it later. do not assume tomorrow. do not trade eternity for delay. turn away from your sins. receive Christ. in doing so, you will receive life more abundant, life eternal.

BEFORE ANYTHING,
THERE WAS GRACE
Grace that called us from what we were to what we could become, and even that was not of ourselves.
As the great John Newton once wrote:
'Twas grace that taught
my heart to fear,
And grace my fears relieved;
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed.
Jesus, the Christ of God. "who has saved us and called us with a holy calling, not according to our works, but according to His own purpose and grace which was given to us in Christ Jesus before time began, but has now been revealed by the appearing of our Savior Jesus Christ, who has abolished death and brought life and immortality to light through the gospel" 2 tim 1:9-10
I am being convinced more and more each day how it's all about God. Jesus, on the cross, proclaimed: "It is finished" and it was, there and then. even our best works are merely filthy rags before His goodness and holiness.
Some of the most unlikely people will be with us there in paradise. Why? Because they believed. Not because of what they do. What are you trusting in? Your works or His grace? And for whatever gift did you have to work for?
Our works and merely because we love Him and desire to be like Him!
MORE THAN WE EVER IMAGINED
God has indeed blessed this ministry and project more than we ever imagined. What began in the heart of our founder (a simple chosen of God) has blossomed into more, much more than her eyes could envision then.
Some of our past (and mostly continuing endeavors) include our peach orchard project, our outreach to foreign nationals, regular scheduled prayer meetings, the building of several wells in diverse villages, the feedings and clothing we regularly do to many, the servicing if individual needs (too numerous to mention) and a multitude of other things done to glory Jesus and feed His sheep.
New endeavors include the writing of a daily which goes out to many via email. (You may request to be added by asking at lindajenni@gmail.com).
A rapidly growing of a prison ministry, ministering by email and various elements to encourage their growth and devotion to our Lord and Savior.
The point is, all it takes is one individual... the one who says, "Here am I Lord, send me!"
A SPECIAL MESSAGE
The birthing of a ministry of prayer
my mentor, paula rayburn, sat at her kitchen window one morning looking out at the most vacant lots surrounding her square block in alvarado. she could imagine homes built that would temporarily house abused women and children as they transitioned to a new life. she worked in community services and counseled many as they came and went (often without all the help they needed). she was a strong woman of God with a gift of discernment and operated heavily in the ministry of deliverance. (yes, deliverance is a ministry; one we all need a measure of on occasion.)
that was just a part of her ministry. she also felt led to do more, as though called to give her life for Jesus. she formed the ministry of prayer and obtained her authorization from the government, knowing it would take God's guidance alone to accomplish all in her heart. she officially received her tax-exempt notice in january of 1999.
she has since gone home to our Lord but family and friends continue the work she birthed by one woman's faith in a God of the impossible.
my testimony
unfortunately, i have been in and out of Jesus most of my life. if i had "stayed in", i would have definitely saved myself much heartache. i suppose it wasn't until 1982 that my lasting commitment began.
i have tried to live my personal witness but never really felt myself "called into ministry". it wasn't until 1999 when my dear friend paula was led to form the "Ministry of Prayer" -- and somehow she just kind of dragged me along. i didn't even consent to be on the board for several years -- even though i helped her in every way i could. i even helped her get her 501(c)3 to be officially recognized as tax exempt.
i have always been kind of a passenger on the bus instead of the driver. behind-the-scenes is where i feel most useful. i maintain her websites, do the newsletter, graphics and printing needs. i have been in the printing industry all my life.
if there are any rewards to be had for my portion, they certainly belong to paula. and if there is ever any glory, i gladly pass it all up to Jesus. every time i consider His most precious gift it overwhelms me and tears flow freely. paula has always said i was a worshiper.
my part
we have since done many wonderful things. as designated administrator of world outreach, i will only speak of my part and what i know for sure. our activities have mostly been in nigeria, kenya and in india. being a small ministry has not limited the scope of lives we touched, influenced and changed. after all, it only took one Jesus to change the whole world. it only took - THE Jesus. "therefore God, Your God has anointed You with the oil of gladness more than Your companions." psa 45:7b
we have built homes and churches for those desiring to reach the many lost in their own country. we have built wells for the thirsty and purchased food for the hungry. we have clothed many of the naked and comforted their grieving hearts. all this has been done to christian and muslim alike so the love of Christ would be revealed. and the little children, how He loves the little children and so do we.
the stories i could relate; stories of battles and victories against witchcraft and demonic activity as the muslims surrounding did all they could to extinguish us and the work. and now the whole world is waking up to those same spiritual forces. assuredly we battle not against flesh and blood but spiritual force in high places. as i look at the state os israel on the map i say, "but God, she is so small." but our God is enough!
conclusion
now as i look back at all our work i am honestly surprised God could use such a soul as me. He can use anyone, even you. our ministry work still continues in it's many works and now God has allowed this simple soul to reach out to a kind of ministry of her own; a prison ministry. "for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me." matt 25:35-36
how fitting that God would use my dwindling years to fill out the the assignment we all were given. it is now a race to see which comes first - the rapture or our long awaited reward; to see Jesus face to face.
have any of us ever stopped to consider how many lives our life touches? and what kind of affect it has had on them. there's so much i think i should have, could have and wished i had done different. so much could have been done better. but we must be as paul. "forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead" phil 3:13b we must all press ahead. as long as there is breath in my body, let it serve His purposes and His glory.
now before anyone tries to think i boast of myself let me make it plainly clear: we are saved by faith in the atoning blood of Jesus alone. it's possible to have no faith and no works. it's also possible to have works and no faith. but it's impossible to have true saving faith and no works. christianity is not about faith and works either. salvation begins with faith alone, but genuine christianity is about a faith that works. "which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them." eph 2:10b
one of my frequent, fervent prayers is that God never be ashamed to be called my God. we are call christians because are supposed to be Christ-like. not just in the proper places at the proper times but at all times. i will forever strive to be called a christian and i pray i never cause shame to be cast on that precious name i an called by.
The lion sleeps tonight but He roars tomorrow.
A PRAYER -- O heavenly Father, touch and penetrate and shake and awaken the inmost depth and centre of my soul, that all that is within me may cry and call to you. Strike the flintly rock of my heart that the water of eternal life may spring up in it. Oh break open the gates of the great deep in my soul, that your light may shine in upon me, that I may enter into your Kingdom of light and love, and in your light see light.
William Law, 1686-1761

“I pray because I can’t help myself - I pray because the need flows out of me all the time, waking and sleeping. It doesn’t change God. It changes me.”
C.S. Lewis
“I have so much to do that I shall spend the first three hours in prayer.”
Martin Luther
“Don't worry about having the right words; worry more about having the right heart. It's not eloquence he seeks, just honesty.“
Max Lucado
“Prayer is not asking. Prayer is putting oneself in the hands of God, at His disposition, and listening to His voice in the depth of our hearts.“
Mother Teresa
“When a Christian shuns fellowship with other Christians, the devil smiles, When he stops studying the Bible, the devil laughs. When he stops praying, the devils shouts for joy.”
Corrie Ten Boom
“Every great movement of God can be traced to a kneeling figure.”
Dwight L. Moody
“Each time, before you intercede, be quiet first, and worship God in His glory. Think of what He can do, and how He delights to hear the prayers of His redeemed people. Think of your place and privilege in Christ, and expect great things!”
Andrew Murray
“It matters little what form of prayer we adopt or how many words we use. What matters is the faith which lays hold on God, knowing that He knows our needs before we even ask Him. That is what gives Christian prayer its boundless confidence and its joyous certainty.”
Dietrich Bonhoeffer
“Pray as though everything depended on God. Work as though everything depended on you.”
Saint Augustine
Waiting to See What God will Do.
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We were first introduced to Pastor Ezekiel Misati in 2016. They are located in Kisii, Mwamosioma Village in Kenya.
Through a series of communications with them, the Holy Spirit led us to believe they were a reliable ministry to aid with support. We lean on the Spirit to know what should happen in the future.
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Mailing Address is:
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