WE STAND WITH ISRAEL!
apr 8, 2026 - watching for God
"i will stand upon my watch, and set me upon the tower, and will watch to see what He will say to me." hab 2:1
there is no waiting on God for help, and there is no help from God, without watchful expectation on our part. if we ever fail to receive strength and defense from Him, it is because we are not on the outlook for it. many a hopeful request from heaven goes past us, because we are not standing on our watch-tower to catch the far-off indications of its approach, and to fling open the gates of our heart for its entrance. He whose expectation does not lead him to be on the alert for its coming will get but little. watch for God in the events of your life.
the old homely proverb says: “they that watch for providence will never want a providence to watch for,” and you may turn it the other way and say, “they that do not watch for providences will never have a providence to watch for.” unless you put out your water-jars when it rains you will catch no water.
we want to be more business-like and use common sense with God in pleading promises. if you were to go to one of the banks, and see a man go in and out and lay a piece of paper on the table, and take it up again and nothing more—if he did that several times a day, i think there would soon be orders to keep the man out.
those men who come to the bank in earnest present their checks, they wait until they receive their gold, and then they go; but not without having transacted real business.
they do not put the paper down, speak about the excellent signature, and discuss the excellent document; but they want their money for it, and they are not content without it. these are the people who are always welcome at the bank, and not triflers. alas, a great many people play at praying. they do not expect God to give them an answer, and thus they are mere triflers. our Heavenly Father would have us do real business with Him in our praying.
the expectation of the diligent shall not be cut off.

BEFORE ANYTHING,
THERE WAS GRACE
Grace that called us from what we were to what we could become, and even that was not of ourselves.
As the great John Newton once wrote:
'Twas grace that taught
my heart to fear,
And grace my fears relieved;
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed.
Jesus, the Christ of God. "who has saved us and called us with a holy calling, not according to our works, but according to His own purpose and grace which was given to us in Christ Jesus before time began, but has now been revealed by the appearing of our Savior Jesus Christ, who has abolished death and brought life and immortality to light through the gospel" 2 tim 1:9-10
I am being convinced more and more each day how it's all about God. Jesus, on the cross, proclaimed: "It is finished" and it was, there and then. even our best works are merely filthy rags before His goodness and holiness.
Some of the most unlikely people will be with us there in paradise. Why? Because they believed. Not because of what they do. What are you trusting in? Your works or His grace? And for whatever gift did you have to work for?
Our works and merely because we love Him and desire to be like Him!
MORE THAN WE EVER IMAGINED
God has indeed blessed this ministry and project more than we ever imagined. What began in the heart of our founder (a simple chosen of God) has blossomed into more, much more than her eyes could envision then.
Some of our past (and mostly continuing endeavors) include our peach orchard project, our outreach to foreign nationals, regular scheduled prayer meetings, the building of several wells in diverse villages, the feedings and clothing we regularly do to many, the servicing if individual needs (too numerous to mention) and a multitude of other things done to glory Jesus and feed His sheep.
New endeavors include the writing of a daily which goes out to many via email. (You may request to be added by asking at lindajenni@gmail.com).
A rapidly growing of a prison ministry, ministering by email and various elements to encourage their growth and devotion to our Lord and Savior.
The point is, all it takes is one individual... the one who says, "Here am I Lord, send me!"
A SPECIAL MESSAGE
The birthing of a ministry of prayer
my mentor, paula rayburn, sat at her kitchen window one morning looking out at the most vacant lots surrounding her square block in alvarado. she could imagine homes built that would temporarily house abused women and children as they transitioned to a new life. she worked in community services and counseled many as they came and went (often without all the help they needed). she was a strong woman of God with a gift of discernment and operated heavily in the ministry of deliverance. (yes, deliverance is a ministry; one we all need a measure of on occasion.)
that was just a part of her ministry. she also felt led to do more, as though called to give her life for Jesus. she formed the ministry of prayer and obtained her authorization from the government, knowing it would take God's guidance alone to accomplish all in her heart. she officially received her tax-exempt notice in january of 1999.
she has since gone home to our Lord but family and friends continue the work she birthed by one woman's faith in a God of the impossible.
my testimony
unfortunately, i have been in and out of Jesus most of my life. if i had "stayed in", i would have definitely saved myself much heartache. i suppose it wasn't until 1982 that my lasting commitment began.
i have tried to live my personal witness but never really felt myself "called into ministry". it wasn't until 1999 when my dear friend paula was led to form the "Ministry of Prayer" -- and somehow she just kind of dragged me along. i didn't even consent to be on the board for several years -- even though i helped her in every way i could. i even helped her get her 501(c)3 to be officially recognized as tax exempt.
i have always been kind of a passenger on the bus instead of the driver. behind-the-scenes is where i feel most useful. i maintain her websites, do the newsletter, graphics and printing needs. i have been in the printing industry all my life.
if there are any rewards to be had for my portion, they certainly belong to paula. and if there is ever any glory, i gladly pass it all up to Jesus. every time i consider His most precious gift it overwhelms me and tears flow freely. paula has always said i was a worshiper.
my part
we have since done many wonderful things. as designated administrator of world outreach, i will only speak of my part and what i know for sure. our activities have mostly been in nigeria, kenya and in india. being a small ministry has not limited the scope of lives we touched, influenced and changed. after all, it only took one Jesus to change the whole world. it only took - THE Jesus. "therefore God, Your God has anointed You with the oil of gladness more than Your companions." psa 45:7b
we have built homes and churches for those desiring to reach the many lost in their own country. we have built wells for the thirsty and purchased food for the hungry. we have clothed many of the naked and comforted their grieving hearts. all this has been done to christian and muslim alike so the love of Christ would be revealed. and the little children, how He loves the little children and so do we.
the stories i could relate; stories of battles and victories against witchcraft and demonic activity as the muslims surrounding did all they could to extinguish us and the work. and now the whole world is waking up to those same spiritual forces. assuredly we battle not against flesh and blood but spiritual force in high places. as i look at the state os israel on the map i say, "but God, she is so small." but our God is enough!
conclusion
now as i look back at all our work i am honestly surprised God could use such a soul as me. He can use anyone, even you. our ministry work still continues in it's many works and now God has allowed this simple soul to reach out to a kind of ministry of her own; a prison ministry. "for I was hungry and you gave Me food; I was thirsty and you gave Me drink; I was a stranger and you took Me in; I was naked and you clothed Me; I was sick and you visited Me; I was in prison and you came to Me." matt 25:35-36
how fitting that God would use my dwindling years to fill out the the assignment we all were given. it is now a race to see which comes first - the rapture or our long awaited reward; to see Jesus face to face.
have any of us ever stopped to consider how many lives our life touches? and what kind of affect it has had on them. there's so much i think i should have, could have and wished i had done different. so much could have been done better. but we must be as paul. "forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead" phil 3:13b we must all press ahead. as long as there is breath in my body, let it serve His purposes and His glory.
now before anyone tries to think i boast of myself let me make it plainly clear: we are saved by faith in the atoning blood of Jesus alone. it's possible to have no faith and no works. it's also possible to have works and no faith. but it's impossible to have true saving faith and no works. christianity is not about faith and works either. salvation begins with faith alone, but genuine christianity is about a faith that works. "which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them." eph 2:10b
one of my frequent, fervent prayers is that God never be ashamed to be called my God. we are call christians because are supposed to be Christ-like. not just in the proper places at the proper times but at all times. i will forever strive to be called a christian and i pray i never cause shame to be cast on that precious name i an called by.
The lion sleeps tonight but He roars tomorrow.
A PRAYER -- O heavenly Father, touch and penetrate and shake and awaken the inmost depth and centre of my soul, that all that is within me may cry and call to you. Strike the flintly rock of my heart that the water of eternal life may spring up in it. Oh break open the gates of the great deep in my soul, that your light may shine in upon me, that I may enter into your Kingdom of light and love, and in your light see light.
William Law, 1686-1761

“I pray because I can’t help myself - I pray because the need flows out of me all the time, waking and sleeping. It doesn’t change God. It changes me.”
C.S. Lewis
“I have so much to do that I shall spend the first three hours in prayer.”
Martin Luther
“Don't worry about having the right words; worry more about having the right heart. It's not eloquence he seeks, just honesty.“
Max Lucado
“Prayer is not asking. Prayer is putting oneself in the hands of God, at His disposition, and listening to His voice in the depth of our hearts.“
Mother Teresa
“When a Christian shuns fellowship with other Christians, the devil smiles, When he stops studying the Bible, the devil laughs. When he stops praying, the devils shouts for joy.”
Corrie Ten Boom
“Every great movement of God can be traced to a kneeling figure.”
Dwight L. Moody
“Each time, before you intercede, be quiet first, and worship God in His glory. Think of what He can do, and how He delights to hear the prayers of His redeemed people. Think of your place and privilege in Christ, and expect great things!”
Andrew Murray
“It matters little what form of prayer we adopt or how many words we use. What matters is the faith which lays hold on God, knowing that He knows our needs before we even ask Him. That is what gives Christian prayer its boundless confidence and its joyous certainty.”
Dietrich Bonhoeffer
“Pray as though everything depended on God. Work as though everything depended on you.”
Saint Augustine
Waiting to See What God will Do.
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We were first introduced to Pastor Ezekiel Misati in 2016. They are located in Kisii, Mwamosioma Village in Kenya.
Through a series of communications with them, the Holy Spirit led us to believe they were a reliable ministry to aid with support. We lean on the Spirit to know what should happen in the future.
If you would like to help this ministry, contact information is below.
Ministry Phone Number: 682-228-0221
Mailing Address is:
Paula Rayburn Ministries
Attn: Debra Rayburne Stroud
PO Box 12
Alvarado, Texas 76009
God bless you for anything you can do to help.
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